out of the closet, so to speak .... because with the stature that I have always say that I left the bedside table ... at the age of 16 years ago.
I had a relationship with a boy at the age of fifteen when I wanted a lot but not really what I wanted.
After a year I started to fix in women as "never had, never mind thinking quotes because .... always had. And maybe someone will ask why, as I was asking ... Why
me this happening to me? Why when I see a woman I like what I see?, Moreover, attracts me in a special way. Well
because of a dream .... if ... a dream.
The dream was that I was in a very dark room, like at a party. Climbed a ladder, and film type quinceanos @ s. ... He found a door and opened it quietly.
the other side of the door was a silhouette of a girl, about that age, maybe a couple of years. Curly hair, same height as me.
begins to approach me, hear my heart beating a mile a minute and then suddenly let go the best kisses I have never ever given. The kiss was very pure and chaste, yet exciting. A kiss on the cheek or the best of the dice in the flesh. That kiss belongs to me, only me. It was a kiss shared with anyone, just me and that shadow.
When I woke up I confess I was stunned. How could I feel so guilty doing something that made me float?. I walked all day happy, like when you fall in love and smile for everything. So I was that week. That same dream repeated only once or twice more.
Over time I realized that something was up, it was not like my friends, guys bored me, only served to amuse me making fun of them (boyfriends of my girlfriends), joking with them but nothing more. I did not have any relationship with any boy.
And I started out for the environment, but little truth. I soon found a girl I left, then another, and left me, who knows if I wanted to experience or to be the case that where came out. Some kiss there, a kiss with another there but nothing serious.
And I found it, which is now my wife ;-)) hahaha. I love her dearly. I'm as happy as the first day I saw her. That meant a lot to get where we are, but we are. Quieroooooooooooo you. Adorooooooo you.
Well during all this period of years that I've ever had just glimpsed no sense of homophobia to me. Surely someone has spoken ill of me but I have never heard anything that might offend me by my way of being.
Disclaimer: Always listen to comments but I find nothing serious.
Until a month or so ...................
Being in a course of about 15 brothers and sisters, all adults, the smallest I have 30 years. The foreign teacher. To say I feel sympathy for people who come from outside, but not all of course. Going in person, I mean. What I'm ..... Commenting on the sexuality of plants as a partner, apropos of nothing, asked if a homosexual is born or made?. I said nothing, this companion to me and knows us Tere long time and knows that we are partners. Then the teacher
said .... Not born homosexual, humans are born male or female (right and I think alike), then by the circumstances of life choose to live in one way or another. If it is known that such behavior are generated by a problem in childhood, living with many women (for gay men), any violation (case lesbian), etc. .....
Imagine for a moment as I was to my body. I started getting nervous, I was beating heart in my chest was going out.
Some of my colleagues also knew me well and I looked stunned.
I let him finish his thesis to explain homosexuality and that is a gay or lesbian. And I began ....
Of course people are born male or female, we are not born with tags gay, lesbian, transgender, heterosexual, green with antennas, etc ..... But I think a person decides for itself which wants to be more. Since very little we have defined the tastes, whether for clothes, either by the studios, who will decide whether to live our lives together. And here came the good ...... And I know I have not had any childhood trauma, I have not been violated and of course I was raised in a well-defined heterosexual family, mom, dad, brother, sister, and I (hahaha).
To which she asks if you know face to talk ..... But maybe you're gay??
Me: Well, yes, I always have been and I will continue to be, I've been married three years, I have a family and I repeat that I have no trauma.
She saw a couple of seconds with the sound of the desert ..... .... .... cri cri cri cri ... ......
And she changed her voice and I hope it changed the way we think. That not all people who choose to live life happy is because young, we suffered a trauma or something, I'm a lesbian, I'm happy being myself. Then my fellow
what I felt and I felt new pride, like this week. I never met someone so closed, and that we had to deal with my family, family Tere, but sooner or later people realize and understand that and we're happy, that we are the same in pure form. Today
this teacher when I see stops, is talking to both of us and gives us advice on gardening, and I love it because they changed something in his head that day.
hurt Do not let yourselves free, do not get to discuss, simply open a window for people who think like us and us. We do not have to hide who love people with the same sex. Fear that diram?? Ja Jaaaa thousand times. If you show yourself as you always respect you if you have something to hide will criticize you for it.
Signed a proud to be Lesbian
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